Termination

I have these moments in life when I feel like I am at the top of the roller coaster, just about to drop. The anticipation of the flying stomach sensation, and then the ensuing battle of your stomach to leave your body as you start that first descent is a feeling that apparently some people find highly enjoyable. Not so, me. I like the part after that part. The part where you know that you will indeed survive this ride. When you start enjoying the ups and downs and feeling the breeze in your hair and the bugs hitting your teeth.

Getting started just always seems to be the hardest part for me. I feel like I am sitting at the crest of the first drop right now, looking down at all the twists and turns in store. Not able to see every turn, and wondering if I will be able to make it to the end of the ride without losing my lunch. There is so much unknown when you are starting new jobs, leaving school, looking for a new church, trying to find new friends.......hmmmm.